Feel tricked by my ex...
I woke up this morning feeling sooo bad because I felt so tricked by my ex. I have to find a way to stop thinking about him. I really hate him! I mean, I didn't force him to say all the stuff he said to me like: "I love you", "I wan't to be with you FOREVER", "I wanna take a tattoo with your name on it", "I wanna marry you <3". Then he dumped me. What a fucking bitch! He made me bealive in all this stuff he said just to realise that it all was a lie. And it doesn't help that I found out that he has a kid that is five years old that he didn't tell me about. I found that out two weeks AFTER he broke up with me! And we were together for five month. He's such a wh*re!!! I mean, why in the fuckin hell didn't he tell me?? (When we where together). The worst part is that I saved my viginaty to someone that would be worth it. And I lost it with him! I regret It all! I hate him so much! I'm so disgust that I had s*x with him! How do I do to forget that? I don't want to remember a shit!.. I hope he dies!!! I have cried so many tears for him. He's not worth them. He's a dushbag! He didn't treat me the way he way supposed to at all...
A Bgirls Diary
This is my new blogg where I'm going to write all about my Bgirl life!:
Breaking/Bboying/"Breakdance"
Goals
Love
Sex
Competitions
Everyday life
Thoughts
